mon cheri

one more chance to hold you close

2012-01-15T07:42:00.000-08:00

for once , i feel tired.
the feeling that i dont want to get tangled to, now im stuck.

im so tired.

everything around me is draining my energy,
taking away all the good vibe and leaving me with stuffed air; suffocated.

i just want you to know,
after all .
i have never stopped loving you, not a second missed.

tell me how you feel , hold me tight in your embrace.
let me melt in your soft smell, and die gazing at your smile

2012

2012-01-02T03:46:00.000-08:00

I WANT TO THANK EVERYBODY FOR SUCH AN AWESOME 2011 !

I want to thank Allah for blessing me with such a wonderful sublime year.

I want to thank you for coming into my life, and give me another meaning of love and life.

I want to thank you people for always making me a better person.

Im so blessed, so loved this year i dont know how to thank, but i definitely appreciate every single second of it.

HAVE A GREAT, MAGNIFICENT YEAR 2012 !

this baby here, is to protect me from people with ugly hearts, and narrow minds.

2011-10-27T11:25:00.001-07:00

im back for few days in Sandakan ,

me and Effen decided to come back together (:

im enjoying my time here , nothing feels like home you know.

had seafood, i swear i have been shoving food into my mouth , mom kept feeding me, i went to eat, and non stop eating.

i love home , i miss home , nothing feels like home.

the calm, the warmth, the cheer, home.

me and effen will be going back KL on 30th , this Sunday ; pretty sad

we went all the places want to go ,

BALIN BALIN BALIN tick !

All the seafood tick !

my finals will be in another 3 weeks ,

my advanced function ISU is still stuck )':

and im turning 19 soon.

na na na

2011-10-04T04:38:00.000-07:00

fight less, hug more

you and i ,

♥REECMWQH

2011-09-26T04:54:00.000-07:00

CKB♥

♥ the funniest thing about him and I is that we both love Zara so much

and we talk so much about shopping sometimesl

we 're both are mad crazy

24♥

hes the sweetest meanest homo i could ever fall for

he makes me go cuckoo mad,

he drives me up the wall,

he have always have this action, this gesture which is sooooo cute makes me wanna tear him in pieces.

♥ fight less, hug more x

skytrex

2011-09-22T04:27:00.001-07:00

SKYTREX ,

i love flying fox the most, i'd do it all over again until i go cuckoo

ps: i managed to scream IM FLYING WITHOUT WINGS

[pictures is at Yashar's place]

2011-09-09T10:30:00.000-07:00

just you

you

you know the one whom i fall for you ,

yeah that you

bits pieces of Raya '11

2011-09-03T16:22:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

went back Sandakan for a week , Effen spent the whole day with me and sent me off at KLIA

Raya was ... RAYA !

I went to visit some friends and family house, but the rest of the time i spent mostly with my family; dint get the chance to visit Balin though, I MISS BALIN OK ! (anyways, no point going there without Effen since im always there with him )

ANYWAY, was really glad to meet my friends!!! I MISS THEM SO MUCH!

love you daddy x

the FJ , dimple queens

Raya without Greg ; ZACG

noticed somebody is missing ?

si pira pira !

Me and Marshal ,

its a tradition to go Raya sama sama jalan jalan visit visit

mummy pre-ordered this especially for me,

my favourite duck

2011-08-26T00:44:00.000-07:00

hello, today is the last day of class and next week is holiday, RAYA holiday !

im very excited obviously and sad of course.

its been an awesome two months here, i had times of my life

i went hunting for baju raya thrice , it was exhausting and money+time consuming.

anyway i finally got my baju raya yesterday

today Sheida left and went back to Iran , and i already miss her so much

and im missing every single CIMP soul ; its really funny come to think of it.

I just know them for only two months, but i already feel so close to each and every one of them )':

so im wishing everybody,

HAPPY HOLIDAYS

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

2 of August

2011-08-02T06:27:00.000-07:00

MI' AMOR

SAY HEY to mongkieeh here !

REZA BEZA

at power studio, student centre

MONGKIEEH MONGKIEEH

2 August

marks the first month that i have been Sunway already

and its the month of Ramadhan ...

lets do good deeds !

HAPPY FASTING TO ALL MUSLIMS OUT THERE

SELAMAT BEPUASA

xoxo

2011-07-31T16:10:00.001-07:00

im in love with you

i miss you

2011-07-24T04:09:00.000-07:00

YNWA

all red

hello people , its my third week here at Sunway.

I went to LiverpoolFC Asia Tour, ChelseaFC Asia Tour and also the trainning session, IT WAS AWESOME minus the long tiring journey that we have to go through.

It was really amazing to see your favourite team playing, and Torres is still a heartthrob !

Needless to say, it was an unforgettable event.

miss me mofo s ?

I have plenty of work to do, but as usual, i have been procrastinating, no joke. The homeworks, assignment is like BAM BAM BAM! Once they start, they never stop. It keeps coming and coming!

Next week, that is tomorrow will be the last week of July which marks my first month here in Sunway which also means fasting month is about to began.

Currently im stuck on my biology , sigh*~ i dont know what is wrong with my brain or what is it that i dont understand.

AH ~ i just want to sleep and sleep and sleep.

the only reason i want to be alive right now is because hot chocolate and marshmallow is the bomb.

HAHA bye ~

2011-07-15T00:54:00.000-07:00

hello people, im going to type this as formal as i could.

It's my second week here at Sunway, and it is really tiring. Homeworks after homeworks, assignment after another, test coming up, yes CIMP is no joke. It's weird though how much i hate to being all these, i love it at the same time; not making sense? come Sunway, you'll know why. For the record, my dad is paying so much for the school im going that is equal to the piles of work that i have to do ):

I have troubles carrying my stuff to college, so hopefully after i get my backpack later, no more yapping about how fussy it is to carry all these.

We also celebrated Zam's birthday, a college friend of mine. Me , Sheida, EeAnne rushed all the way to Pyramid to get cupcakes and we surprised him at the Cafeteria (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAM ~

Today is Friday, finally i can have some rest! I didn't go to soccer today since im having menstruation /: Oh right, i was doing my English paragraph just now but suddenly it popped in my head that i wanna go online and have a look on my blog. That pretty much explains why im typing here on my bed facing the balcony. Its weird that I didn't go online so much, i dont know what is wrong with me, but Facebook just doesnt interest me that much anymore, and i swear im not fond of taking picture of myself and share it publicly at facebook like how I used to back then.

Tomorrow is 16th of July , which means im going to watch Liverpool friendly match with Malaysia, I AM VERY EXCITED, VERY. You dont know how i feel , how anxious! I will be going with Ayrton tomorrow, lets hope it's going to be a good day tomorrow.

For now , im going to stop writing and imna take my nap.

HAVE AN AWESOME WEEKEND PEOPLE x o

2011-07-08T02:34:00.000-07:00

hands up ! thumbs together ! elbow together! knee together !

CIMP CIMP CIMP

2011-07-08T02:28:00.000-07:00

im starting to love my room

im starting to love my school

im starting to love my time here

im starting to love my friends

im starting to enjoy every little bits here

i made friends ...

they all are nice !

IM STARTING TO LOVE CIMP ~

IM STARTING TO LOVE SUNWAY

♥ my new beginning

2011-07-06T04:27:00.000-07:00

hello hello people , at KL for almost a week now , i only got my internet access today ! SO HERE AM I TYPING , was skyping with my sister and mom just now (':

anyway, im holding it all together right now (:

so the first day , that is on the 4th was the worst day of my life and it was so bad, i hated it.

I will never forget for the rest of my life, and i could never felt anymore sadder but i have him by my side which makes it whole lot better.

anyway it got better and today is my last day of orientation.

we had CIMP great amazing race today , oh good God, it was one "GREAT" race.

I was in the baby♥blue team

WE GOT 5th , i thought we were the first group to win but nawh ~

i had fun , made more friends.

and today they had a Seventeen Roadshow at coll just now , it was nice

SO TOMORROW! my class start , i got my class time table already and i have class everyday.

i need to get some notepads and stuff later on , oh! and my textbooks. The textbook... they are so expensive i tell you.

so i guess that's all,

if you want me to keep you updated, HERE YOU GO .

YOU MAY STALK ME. LULS

HERE !

okay , wish me luck ! bye ~

pie pie pie ~

2011-06-30T11:49:00.000-07:00

MR.ABHMK IS BAKING MY PIE LIVE AT 0300 HOUR

2011-06-30T11:45:00.000-07:00

I HAVE LESS THAN 50 hours ...

im almost done with my packing , got all my stuff i need , everything CHECK .

im going to miss everything here but i'll be back

new journey for me , new friends , new surrounding

all the best to myself , *letshope i'll be fine

your love is all i know

2011-06-24T19:35:00.000-07:00

hello helloo ,

currently at the cafe. i have been handling the cafe for 5 days already pft . mom asked me to takecare of the business since right now the cafe have no "trusted" cashier.

so its been a tiring week for me, i got my laptop fix last Tuesday but didnt have the time , now i have organize every single file , folders, *pft .

i plan to get a new laptop for myself later , but sir Ayrton Brandon Hee thinks blah blah blah , so i think i'll stick to this to the very end.

oh right, and i finally meet Tuan Hee , really like ParkJiSung lor ok ?

its been a tiring week , i wanted to go out but too tired , exhausted ):

by the way , Ryan Effen came back last week, WHAT A SURPRISE ! terus hantam Balin that night. -____________-

anyway , i have another week left before i leave my hometown.

i havent pack my stuff yet. zzz

ah i dont feel like talking about that , feel sad , i dont know im confused . i just dont want to leave yet , i dont want to miss ... my family , this cafe , my life here , you .

sigh , i dont feel like typing .

blahh .

long distance

2011-06-16T12:04:00.000-07:00

mr.Buzzlightyear came back today !

so happy , the happiest kid

(':

a thought

2011-06-15T21:51:00.000-07:00

I don't want a serious relationship; I'm a teenager. I want someone who I can act like a complete idiot around, that we can spend hours just talking about the most pointless things. I want someone who makes me smile, make me laugh and who I can plan stupid things with that'll never happen. Because I'm sick of seeing love stories, movies, girl falling in love with the perfect boy... And its like everything is planned out , and its going to be an happy ending . I want adventure, I want someone who I can tell my secrets to, and waste my late nights with. And act like we're 4 . I just wanna have fun , living it to the fullest . I got no time planning for another heartbreak, cuhs that's reality ...

2011-06-11T04:52:00.000-07:00

hello hello , since my little monster and my buzzlighter is sleeping now, think im gonna write something here .

today 11/6/2011 , which marks ... 20 more days before i leave my hometown, im pretty excited despite the fact im going to live on my own.

ahh, i dont want to talk about my Liverpool ticket, if i still couldnt get my hands on the RM108 , then ... it downs to GRANDSTAND. I am , and still disappointed with the ticket. First with the Standard Chartered and now ticket SOLD OUT , what the heck seriously

i feel sort of , er ... i dont know , is this suppose to be guilt or feeling super bad . Im more excited to watch the liverpool match rather about my school. SERIOUSLY, Dad would be so mad if find this out, BUT HEY! im also excited about my new school, my new friends, but NOT "vital routines" you know what im talking about.

i havent start packing yet,

things i plan to do before i leave, (20 days)

of course pack the clothes i need
CYCLE , ( finally i found somebody who can lend my bicycle, JOYCE lend me please pretty please? )
wait for Mr.Buzzlightyear come back!
TO MEET MR.AYRTON HEE , a.k.a Tom Hansen (LULS)
go to all my favourite places

ahh that's all , not gon' do whatever farewell, seriously, i have to stop with hosting. I can imagine myself, being a graceful mom, (OK STOP RIGHT THERE, GRACEFUL? I CAN DIE LAUGHING AT MYSELF, but who knows eh? ) ....hosting tea party, dinner, ahhh , I LIKE. Lets just hope i get a very influential husband who needs me to organize all these!

Today Joyce had a "little" farewell , i dont know whether it's "little" or "NOISY" , i dont have a say on that.

To Joyce's, and few other of my friend's surprise, I WOKE UP at 8 , with nobody's help. I AM JUST THAT AWESOME LULS

swa6 all the way okay?

Manda excitingly reading Kim Kardashian's book

Oh and this is Joyce's rabbit, SO BIG OK ! i dont know what did they fed them.

I wish i could raise my rabbit until this size and let them free, *ALARM SIREN* FAIL.

watching Youtube,

Manda S, and Manda P

oh and Amanda Pang started playing games already

dont wonder what is up with my fat eyelid, i just get 'em when i wake up early, why? CUHS ITS SO SEXY , i guess my eyelids are hibernating or doing some crap to keep my eyes open .

OH RIGHT, about the picture, this is me and my favorite girl, we wore matching tee! cute right! I KNOW !

First we crashed Joyce's crib , after that lunch at Pizza Hut and we had TONG SUI beside 7 heaven .

IT was really funny , couldn't help myself laughing until somebody complained that we were being noisy, AWHS !

anyhoo , i had an awesome time .

it'd be better if i could get my hands on the Liverpool ticket .

oh and , last but not least , here i'd like to wish...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KYLIE ANNE ,

all the best in your life ,

may all your pretty dreams, awesome wishes come true alright!

xoxoxoxo

2011-06-11T04:47:00.001-07:00

pretty upset with the liverpool ticket right now , SOLD OUT .

sigh

2011-06-08T12:17:00.001-07:00

i have always love listening to Chris Brown , i dont know whyand i have always love listening to Rihanna , and i have no idea why

2011-06-08T07:22:00.000-07:00

how far would you go in the name of love ?

beautiful

2011-06-07T10:41:00.000-07:00

the best wedding proposal and fun wedding ever

2011-06-07T07:10:00.000-07:00

“You say that you love rain, but you open your umbrella when it rains. You say that you love the sun, but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines. You say that you love the wind, but you close your windows when wind blows. This is why I am afraid, you say that you love me too.”

—	William Shakespeare

2011-06-07T07:04:00.000-07:00

and no amount of sleep will make you feel awake

2011-06-05T05:44:00.001-07:00

ewoks

2011-06-04T11:25:00.000-07:00

my favourite part is SI-ITT-TING-ON-THE-TOILET LOL

2011-06-04T04:17:00.000-07:00

here it goes

the story of my life, the story of the ticket.

Effen called me at 12 plus just now , he was at Pavillion checking on my Liverpool ticket,

i swear my heart was jumping , racing at the speed of an equine !

FINALLY MY TICKET !

HE CALLS BACK JUST RIGHT AFTER I HANG UP.

*glassbreak* , they need a Standard Chartered card to purchase the ticket.

*HEARTDROPS*

*HEARTBREAKS*

DAMN WHY DO THEY HAVE TO DO THIS TO ME ? OH WHY ?

adele #np

2011-06-02T12:24:00.000-07:00

When the rain
Is blowing in your face
And the whole world
Is on your case
I could offer you
A warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows
And the stars appear
And there is no one there
To dry your tears
I could hold you
For a million years
To make you feel my love
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/adele/make_you_feel_my_love.html ]
I know you
Haven't made
Your mind up yet
But I would never
Do you wrong
I've known it
From the moment
That we met
No doubt in my mind
Where you belong

I'd go hungry
I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling
Down the avenue
No, there's nothing
That I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging
On the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
Though winds of change
Are throwing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing
Like me yet

I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends
Of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love

try

2011-06-02T11:47:00.000-07:00

effen say " cut that line " .. hahahaha there is one line in the song is just wrong, far beyond.

i miss you, come home quick

YNWA

2011-06-01T00:23:00.000-07:00

i want to watch Liverpool , YNWA

i want to go Chelsea's match too , TORRES !

2011-05-31T12:07:00.000-07:00

i want a boyfriend who would watch movies with me all day

i love watching movies

2011-05-30T10:12:00.001-07:00

You wanna know what I think of drama and problems and troubles and rumors and questions and what if’s and jealousy in relationships? I think that if you truly love someone, you will love them threw all the phases they go through. We all go through phases, when we’re in middle school we’re different, once we get to high school, we change and once we get to college we grow out of that person we were, we all do. Why? because we’re people and we have to become our own person, we’ll keep changing our entire lives. Things will happen, problems will come but if you love that person, if that person is there for you when you need them to be, if they’re the one who makes you smile like no other, if they’re the one who picks you up when you’re down, then realize that they could never turn into someone you won’t be completely in love with anymore. Because people do change, people grow, people come and go, people go through phases but know that as long as their heart is where it was when they met you, then there’s nothing to worry about. <3

2011-05-29T09:20:00.001-07:00

dear RE ,

i miss you ...

2011-05-29T09:08:00.000-07:00

i didnt do this because i wanted to be different. i did this because i wanted to be me

stalk

2011-05-29T05:29:00.000-07:00

wouldnt be expecting any post at this time, since its weekend, Sunday and i should be spending my precious time with my family or whoever.

currently in my room, trying to decay, rot and die but nah, its impossible. I have too many things to do and to fullfilll.

okay, that wasn't my point, or whatever intention of blogging. Trying to bore you with my boring life, seriously, my life is not boring, im just keeping the awesmashing details for myself.

ANYWAY, i accidentally clicked "followers" on my dashboard and , i saw a very familiar face. To my surprise, it is my fellow friend , NASBAL .

hoi , ada blog share lahhh sikit. ini, STALK SAJA KERJA (:

okay imna continue watching How I Met Your Mother with my sad swollen eyes. no idea how i get, how come it is swollen, maybe its because i woke up at 4 just now, i dont know , i dont care.

okay bye bye

more than a club

2011-05-28T08:13:00.000-07:00

Barca vs Man U

GO BARCA !

MES QUE UN CLUB

crap

2011-05-27T22:35:00.000-07:00

its 1335 hour

im still in my room

its going to be a boring weekend

im going to rot in my room

2011-05-26T12:31:00.000-07:00

ip vs bb

L O V E

2011-05-24T11:56:00.001-07:00

i've got one week time left .

i am confused, puzzled with all the hormones, chemistry and whatever is it in my body.
I never really wanted to open up my feelings to guys, YES GUYS.

after my ex, after lessons, mistake, i learn.
and i just dont know when time take its turn.

i dont know. i dont know. i dont know.

he is leaving in another week of time,

here i would like to say...

all the best, and you have all my support, my blessing (ceh siapa lah saya mau blessing blessing)

im so going to be lonely for weeks before my intake starts.

i havent have enough sleep for the last 24 hours, sleep deprivation .
only slept for 2 hours , dont know what is wrong. need a mental slap .

2011-05-23T12:28:00.000-07:00

24 May ...

i love you .

i've been california wishing, on these stars for your heart, for me.

p h o t o b o o t h

2011-05-22T10:02:00.000-07:00

this is ryan effen (:

hao kam i so laik tuh kemhoo ar ?

(howcomeisoliketocamho)

2011-05-22T09:57:00.000-07:00

i miss my friends

jamie called

awang texted

talk to zul and aarston

i hope they are doing fine over there, good luck and have a GREAT awesome start!

all the best

2011-05-20T01:44:00.000-07:00

FRIENDS FOR LIFe,

xoxo

I LOVE YOU all

thanks for the memories

thank you for being there

my friends... they last for a lifetime. )':

2011-05-20T01:41:00.000-07:00

SO CONFUSED WANNA ASK YOU IF YOU LOVE ME,

BUT I DON’T WANNA SEEM SO WEAK

2011-05-18T09:07:00.001-07:00

i am so confused with what i want to do, and with what i have to do.

for now im just going to sit there, go cuckoo.

sigh , i dont know . maybe i am the one who invited myself to this.

i just want to say Thank You to that person for screwing this up for me (:

anyway, my friends are leaving in few days time! *sobb

2011-05-14T00:54:00.000-07:00

dear God ,

i had great time this week.

and i miss being this happy, not that i wasnt happy, its just that, i rarely have "that" smile .

I am so thankful, and i cherish every second of it .

It's just that, i fear.

i fear all that. i know im still afraid to open up and so. I dont want hurt, i dont want anymore dissapointment, i had enough of that.

i know myself very well, i know i can do this .

i hope i can.

ah i feel so shy (:

okay lah bye bye

my story is too cute to be shared, only my cute friends can know ;b

friends for live

2011-05-11T12:55:00.000-07:00

just back from supper with Effen just now and we watched Thor .

ahh Thor was ______________ *thumbs down. not that great, not that good either, just SO SO.

anyway, since my mission to climb mount kinabalu was canceled, my life pretty much reversed back to where it was, LOST.
I dint jog , did not even made any effort to sweat !

ohhh , and i went to watch FastFive with Effen on monday , and it was AWESOME , no kidding. I like it, i was impressed. GURKHA LAPV , youre so sexy

anyway, my friends are now currently so busy getting ready for their further studies, i wish all of you the best okay? they are leaving on the 20th .

i will miss you all.

AWANGKU, my best man
ZULKARNAIN, my best man

these two people are so important in my life, i love you two! )': call me okay ?

Aarston ... my new favourite person , i will miss you too.

and my dear Joyce, she's starting her form 6 already, good luck sweetheart, i will always be here for you . lets go for a swim ? i miss you .

sigh , i dont feel like sharing how sad all these are ... too sad for me.

you know what they say, friends?
FRIENDS FOR LIFE .
xoxo

2011-05-07T04:50:00.000-07:00

just feel like typing

~~moving~~

~~eating~~

~~communicating~~

i'm back from my short trip, it was fine, i enjoyed it of course eventhough i ... sort of ... um, mad because the sale "JUST" started when i left.

yadah yadah yadah~ about how awesome was my trip.

anyway, "number" of people have told me how "blog-famous" i was back then, how they used to read it all the time, and HOW I USED TO BLOG ALL THE TIME!

yes, if you wouldn't mind, look at my previous history, ahh *SHY!

everytime i read my old post, i feel like *CHOKE, LAUGH*

if you want to know every single update in my life, you can follow my twitter (:

FOR NOW , i dont feel like typing already. maybe later, CUS I AM SO PISSED WITH SOME OF MY FRIENDS WHO BORROWED MY FUCKING DVD AND HAVENT RETURN IT TO ME.

i dont know which friend, because there's too many of them, and i have too many of dvd to remember which one i lend them to.

this is BAD AIR, bad for me.

i dont even wanna start with the DIGI credit.

for now,

ALL I WANT IS KFC THAT I HAVE BEEN CRAVING 2 DAYS AGO, MY BUBBLE MILK TEA AND MY 50 RINGGIT CREDIT.

AND I WANT TO EAT MACHI MACHI.

AND ! BURGER KING BEEF BACON.

inspired by Yael Naim

2011-04-22T12:03:00.000-07:00

im leaving on a jet plane in another... 6 hours

im going to Jakarta for a week and imna stop by KL
ahh i miss shopping, my last shopping spree was ... 4 months ago.

i packed my stuff and will be leaving with my mom while my sister will only be joining us on 30 May.
i am pretty excited, i need to get myself off these boring looneyville here in Sandakan, of course going to miss my friend and somebody, i miss miss miss ):

btw this somebody have been going crazy in my head, ah i love this feeling. you know, the running, the flirt, the touch, the race, the heartbeat, the catch, the smiles, the wonders, the excitement. it makes me so alive.

SO JOYCE HIEW KA YEE, my so called best-friend, if you are reading this, i really want to talk to you about this. i need to update you , and viceversa. I MISS YOU !

ahh, soo lets hope i have a safe journey and see you soon people
xoxox

2011-04-18T08:29:00.001-07:00

i think im falling for you

2011-04-18T08:25:00.001-07:00

TODAY WAS AWESOME ,

its Aarston's birthday.

done lotsa crazy stuff

HIGHLIGHTS :

woke up at 7 (very early for everybody)
cake surprise on bed
cake cream craze
flour in toilet
convoy 4 cars
brunch , SPAGHETTI
BADMINTON
jogging

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARSTON

DEMI AARSTON

2011-04-12T08:01:00.001-07:00

i miss you people, i miss you

GUESS WHO IS THIS NAUGHTY LITTLE BUMBUTT?

wait, not the above picture, but the below one!

ahh, its a rodent!

voila ~

SPADE

the name is Spade, and this is a HE

(my new baby pet)

2011-04-12T07:56:00.000-07:00

i am so thankful for today,

i had a nice day, just nice

and here i would like to thank RYAN EFFEN EMOL (':

thank you so much!

now i have ringtones in my iphone, ok very sakai la. cus i dont know how to do this iphone thing and i never had iphone ringtones and now TADAA !

i keep calling myself to hear my iphone rings!

oh and by the way, i went for a jog today.

ITS LIKE, you get a turtle to run a mile -_______________-

i have to do this, i have few weeks left before im climbing Mount Kinabalu

(alot stamina training needed)

oh and after a long time , i finally went to Old Town twice today.

first i went with Effen for late lunch
after jog, my mom called to accompany her for dinner

ahh i had fun today xox

2011-04-04T21:22:00.000-07:00

have been going out , TOO MUCH

scheise, i dont know when will i settle down with education stuff /:

pft

31st March

2011-03-30T23:13:00.000-07:00

17 - 31 March

2 weeks , ( its not a short period of time okay! )

today they left , sent them to the airport, i am so goonnaaa miss them. i really had crazy fun, all these naughty kids! me and kim were parents for a week (':

i hope to see them again.

oh below is my favourite picture, har har. it's really cute and seriously Johannes is my favourite cus he teach me alot of German foul words. REALLY, im not kidding.

deine esten sind ghuweister. (sorry not the correct spelling)

Subira

Cassandra
Johannes
Carlo
Max
Nathalie

you guys will be misssed )':

(i will upload some of the photos later on okay!)

2011-03-23T10:32:00.000-07:00

yes i was actually shaking, but i gather up all my guts!

I GOT MY SPM RESULTS ALREADY !

FOR THE RECORD, I AM REALLY TIRED OF ANSWERING ALL THE CALLS, THE TEXT ASKING ME ABOUT MY RESULT.

i am surprised with my result, it’s not great, and not that bad (: i am quite proud with myself, not my addmaths though because i aim for my addmaths.

Last night, Johannese texted me and say “ nevermind how is your result are, its the character who is important and youre awesome ” that really flattered me! and Aiyi was there supporting me every second, every minute.

today was really crazy, before reaching school, Joyce’s got a ticket. so… my result! CUKUP CUKUP MAKAN! cukup bekalan for me to go anywhere i want.

anyway, so far i have not told any of my peers and i am really tired of answering all the questions. seriously, too much text and tooo many calls and DM’s. (seriously too many, im not kidding) ):

I AM THANKFUL TO ALL OF THEM WHO IS CONCERN ABOUT MY RESULT, THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYBODY, i love ya’ll !

but with all due respect, i dont think knowing my result is an important matter, I did good and i am proud of it. ( dont worry, I got A’sss (: )

ps: please dont be mad if i dont tell you my results, i dint ask for your results in trade for mine either oh and! dont try to push and force me to tell you my result, and to those who did, *no names* FUCK YOU. ;b im such a slumpehh bahahaha!

2011-03-22T10:07:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS THE DAY !!!

I WANT TO LEARN GERMAN CUS GERMAN IS SO COOL.

ich liebe dich, lech mich!

HAHAHAHAHAHA, i learnt so much from my German friends, Italians, Spanish, French! gawsh this is awesome.

( pst, i cannot stop thinking about my result. Scheiße !!! )

nonsense

2011-03-20T05:28:00.000-07:00

boys and girls.

trying to compete with your ex who gets their couple first. what kind of rubbish is that? i am not mad right now, but i believe most of you have the i-am-mad-tone because i am typing like one but seriously. why people do that nowadays?

it is seriously pathetic. i know it's good that they move on, but to compete, trying to make your ex jealous with a new toy is so, disrespectful and down right mean.

you people have so little respect, not only to people's feeling, but to yourself too. Trying to use somebody, or to-substitute your hurt with other people who truly have feelings for you, is seriously inhumane.

ahh i wonder what people thinks nowadays. They are so complex, so do I .

2011-03-20T03:02:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FERNANDO TORRES 9

2011-03-20T02:35:00.000-07:00

mojito

2011-03-19T11:43:00.001-07:00

19 MARCH IS SO AWESOME! (:

a night out with Subira, Kim, Casey, Victor, Trini, Max, Carlo, Natalie and you guys are the bomb (:

i had fun, karoks at Encore, supper at Balin

2011-03-16T10:26:00.000-07:00

PS : THE BUMPER I GOT FOR MY IP SO CUTE RIGHT NO ?

2011-03-16T10:18:00.000-07:00

if guys out there can prove that they can live without me, you are just blunt cus this little cute miss here can handle this and will live with or without any of you out there who thinks i need them more than they do.

now the world and I will prove to you.

you can just hide in that little shell of yours and die in there without nobody knowing (:

goodbye!

mood swing boom boom

2011-03-13T08:18:00.000-07:00

hello hello,

im here to update you about my current mood.

my mood have been pretty pissed, sadly the body have to obey the soul.

i have been pretty upset, all thanks to my menses. I seriously couldn't control my temper, it just drop like a bomb, thankfully i have somebody who i can share my crazy mad berserk mental -self.

so here i would like to post few important details that i just realize, plain annoying.

1. pinpointing at others when you yourself are doing the same thing.

this really provoked me, excuse me for my inappropriate language. JUST IN CASE.

here it goes. who the he-ck do you think you are? who even gave you the power to talk, TRASH people about them? have you look into the mirror lately? you're just one of the cliche who talks, blabs like you are the only person alive. HELLO ? eventhough their thousands dying out there, doesnt make you any special. looking at your face right now, youre just the same like the dead. MAY YOU REST IN PEACE.

seriously? judging people when you yourself are doing it? gawsh! i feel like slapping myself cush your action is so pathetic, SO LOW that i couldnt forgive myself to notice that. i really dont know what is wrong with you people, but i really feel ashamed with your behavior. i am not trying to be all-good-all-angel, but atlease next time, try to look, maybe think twice or more about what you're saying. Trying to make people look bad doesn't make you look good. Im not trying to make you look bad here, but, if you think rationally, any of you who is reading this, you can say no you dont agree, but i know deep down in your heart, this is something you wish to say too.

2. EGO in friendship

you think Ego only happens in relationship? you are so wrong my dear. Friendship is far more worse. When two create a bond, they somehow create a -SHIP. if you get what i mean. My point is, when two people are friends, they are indirectly are in a relationship. Relationship and Friendship are just the same, the only difference is the love, the sex (female&male), the body-contact, the cute names that's all. (even being friends we name our friends cute names.. )

when you're in a friendship, you need to be commited. you need to trust them. you need to love them... like what you do in a relationship minus the kisses. ONCE! , one of the partners feel defeated or threatened by their friendship, here when EGO comes in. One doesn't want to forgive, one doesn't want to surrender, one doesn't want to forfeit, all these game. ONE so ego they forget what is the true meaning of it. FRIENDSHIP.

now here, TO IT. if you think by being EGO, so selfish, so prioritize you can marry yourself. If you think people couldn't live without you, YOU ARE WRONG. AGAIN, i would like to repeat, you are not the only one living on this earth. You are also a god's creation, nothing less, nothing more than the rest so what makes you think you can be ego, selfish? By being ego, do you think the hurt, the harm you made will make them any weaker? shame on you... ever heard of "what breaks you only make you stronger? "

you are so selfish, even towards your own friend, maybe you think can you live with yourself one day, but believe me, one day you will need a friend to survive in this world that's if you would let down your sad ego.

i am just so dissapointed with your attitude, to your own friend, whom you call FRIEND. Friendships are overrated, it's now have no value, thanks to your kind of people.

3. Malaysian citizens lack of support toward you own country.

now i would like to confess that i am not a big fan of Malaysian-made movies. I am just like all the other citizens, but unlike some of you, i appreciate the effort some of Malaysians who tried very hard to make movies, drama up to the standard how other Malaysian expected. WAIT! not only movies, products,

what do you think Malaysia is? Malaysia is a developing country, Malaysia may not stand the same level as America and other far more advanced countries out there, but couldn't you atlease support your own country? RESPECT the land where you were born.

I am proud that Malaysia is trying their very best to compete in this world, where the battlefield in endless.

but to all of you people who is screwing your own country, dont forget, you were born here. Tunku Abd Rahman didn't do it if it wasn't for the sake of everybody here today living in Malaysia.

I know i may not be the most patriotic, most country-loving-loyal person you've ever met, but i never disrespect my own country, not because my nationality or else i will be kicked out, but because without Malaysia, i wont be here today. I am proud that i inherited the Manglish, i know that is nothing much to be proud of, atlease i know where i am standing. and to you all disrespectful losers, i hope you move out of Malaysia. Memang some of you katak dibawah tempurung, tidak pandai besyukur yang Malaysia aman damai, dilindungi dari bencana alam. Yang kamu ingat, seronok dunia, mungkin kamu alpa sejenak, tapi bila kamu sudah rasa gegaran, yang kamu tahu, yang kamu ingat pulang ke rumah juga (:

bodoh lah you people, which is better. MADE IN MALAYSIA or MADE IN CHINA?

you people next time should use your brain, if your brain is incapable of thinking, maybe try using your heart.

PEACE!

im done pissing my anger (:

#just saying

2011-03-11T08:14:00.000-08:00

2012 IS NOT A YEAR, NOT A TIME THAT WE ALL SHOULD FEAR. WHY

FEAR 2012? AND WHY NOT TODAY? IT COULD BE ALSO TOMORROW,

YOU NEVER KNOW. EVERYTHING IS IN GOD’S HAND. STOP BLAMING

AND PINPOINTING. WHY NOT BE RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT DAMAGE

THAT WE HAD DONE?

you people should really drop the super-care act for what is going on. if you really do care, do something. it’s our earth, you breath the oxygen. the world can live longer if all you pretenders die. LESScarbon dioxide. some people wouldn’t have to suffer the catastrophe if you weren’t to busy thinking about your ~~goddamnalreadyscrewedpretending >~~ life. some of you people are just plain selfish. you think Japan is that bad? try thinking about poverty, think about how many people die in hunger every single day. you people just heard Tsunami in Japan for minutes, maybe a glance on the news your parents was concentrating on and pray for Tsunami. BUT DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHICH PART OF JAPAN THE TSUNAMI STRIKE? Japan just happened in one day, just hours ago but some of the little disaster is happening EVERYDAY. DID YOU PRAY FOR THEM ?

im sick of the pretending-bullshit.

ya’ll be mad or pissed reading this, but this is the truth.

respect to those who helped out, god bless them all, may God bless them.

after all, we’re all sinners. PEACE!

2011-03-11T05:01:00.000-08:00

mengata dulang paku serpih, mengata orang dia yang lebih

2011-03-11T01:03:00.000-08:00

let's pray...

not forget prayers to people of the world,

recently with Egypt, New Zealand...

2011-03-08T06:40:00.000-08:00

My Dearest Allie.

I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that it’s over between us. I’m not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I’ll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I’ll be seeing you.

Noah ♡

2011-03-06T12:20:00.000-08:00

when you are nice, people often take advantage of you, mistreat you.

when you are not, they start to say all sort of things about you.

people are people.

you cant satisfy what they want, there will always be more.

and for the record my dear friend, i forgot about you, i moved on eventhough what you did was a big damage here in my heart but i manage to go through it. im glad i ended our sad friendship just now because all you ever wanted was fight, and talk about the past. i dont know what is it with you, i really dont know what you want. i am just really tired of talking to people who have narrow mind like you. this is not the first time, not the second already. didn't anything ever occured in your head that i might or i am actually having the time of my life, living them? i couldnt hate you, i couldnt say anymore after all you did. im not blaming you, but i really hoped that you could atlease be mature as we all are not growing any younger. did it ever , or in any chance that you realize that youre not the only one living on this earth? do you think i really am that sad to dedicate all my time to bitch about you in my life? wake up dear! there are other things on earth that is far more important than about arguing the past. you should really be, be-careful of the people you listen around to. i might not be smart and all, but i've been through alot, so much that i know how most people are. even funnier to know that you couldnt get over the fact that you are the reason why my happiness was once crumbled, well atlease im strong enough to build another one again. if you dont care about me, why still bother? now i hope you can stop it with your silly little drama. i am seriously sick and tired of it. i just really want you to know that i am okay, i am fine, i am happy...

go find somebody else who would entertain your drama, cus i am not interested. i told myself that this would be it, and those are the last thing i would ever want to say to you ever again.

now go on with your new life, i hope the best for you, and i hope you will move on and let me go. i dont need anything that hold me back to my past. its 2011.

i know she's going to continue with her drama and stuff, imna let you, give you all the freedom what you wanna talk cus i believe you cant do that to others. im so nice! (:

2011-03-06T11:54:00.000-08:00

this is not dedicated to anyone, but i enjoy this though.

4/3

2011-03-04T08:21:00.000-08:00

hello helloooo , here's some pictures i would like to share!

enjoy the picture first then i'll tell you how was my day okay?

B A U

Rose's music room

yesterday , which was THURSDAY ...

i went to Tennis with Greg n Effen and we had drinks at Old City.

banyak doh cakappp si Greg.

today, which is already yesterday since its 12am now, yesterday FRIDAY.

i went to Badminton with Greg Effen Aarston and Jasper.

since i was craving for fresh coconut, so we went to Happymart somewhere i dont know what is the restaurant name and QUENCH MY THIRST.

we talk talk talk talk talk talk talk.

after that i went home to change. Aarston and Jasper picked me up and off we went to Rose's house for some photoshoot. Now you know whatsup with the picture.

I had a great crazy laugh with they all (:

Tomorrow, which is Today, SATURDAY is going to be a long day.

our school is having annual sports day and im going to visit during the opening ceremony (:

2011-03-02T09:53:00.000-08:00

now let us all cross our finger, those who sayang sayang me plenty and pray for me that i can go to the top of Asia Pacific later May.

im really excited, super.

though the downside... my trip to singapore got cancelled. t(-.-t)

whaddssaappp haalllaaa !

2011-03-02T09:42:00.000-08:00

27/2/2011

2011-02-27T09:21:00.000-08:00

hello, i woke up surprisingly early today. oh, um. i woke up at 1 pm plus, cus i need to go to Futsal. I was yawning and powerless.

then, there were a group of boys, screaming my name, *uhhhh i swear im not some ms.popular but gawsh they are really annoying. i call them cheerleaders, and i dont even know who the heck are they. its okay, they know me. good enough.

after that, went home and rest. Ija told me about her story climbing up mountain Kinabalu, so proud of her! anyways, i hope i can and will make it this May up to the top! *pray for me please?!

i went to the cafe and i finally drive, oh yeah. my car is fixed. i went to the cafe and spare my time while waiting for the girls. I had my dinner at the cafe.

At 8.30, Maslim and Joyce picked me up. We went to funfair and went for few rounds (: awesome crap. Amanda P was the craziest among alll, funniest :D

After funfair, we went to Balin.

Amanda drived, Deep, Me, Grace, Jose and Grace ♥

Me and Grace had Botanist Kiss and it was GAWDDEMSUWIID!

we even asked for a glass of ice and water to lessen the sweetness.

I enjoyed my time, talking... talking... about kissing... about U ... about guys... laughs... jokes... Amanda with her "fcuk" , and about SPM!

good times.

we had two fucken fries, its the best in Sandakan.

what a night ♥

2011-02-23T23:02:00.000-08:00

i miss UGLY BETTY .

i've watched every single episode, and i watched the season finale alone last night and teared )';

Aiyi called to make sure i sleep early but damn, 4am is early right? early in the morning i say! HAHAHAHAHA. anyway.

no mo' Ugly Betty. i miss i miss... )';

10 reason UGLY BETTY will be missed

2011-02-23T12:30:00.000-08:00

1. Betty Just Got Cute. Betty was finally starting to understand fashion. She still sports mismatching patterns, braces, and the occasional poncho, but Betty's style had just become, well, stylish!

She learned how to incorporate designer labels and wears fewer rainbows. She also found clothing that complements her figure, got contacts, and fixed her hair. It seemed like we were really close to losing the braces, which were a good effect originally, but come on, adult braces for four years? Give the girl a break!

2. The Guest Stars. The show had the absolute best, from executive producer Salma Hayek to Lindsay Lohan, who played a fast-food employee-turned-assistant.

Other notable guests: Martha Stewart, Tim Gunn, Isaac Mizrahi, Lucy Liu, Jerry O'Connell, AnnaLynne McCord, Rebecca Gayheart, Kenneth Cole, James Van Der Beek, Victoria Beckham, Vera Wang, Betty White, Debi Mazar, Gene Simmons, Christian Siriano, Naomi Campbell, Nina Garcia, Larry King, Regis Philbin, Kelly Ripa, Adele, Joy Behar, Elisabeth Hasselbeck, Antonio Sabàto, Jr., and Rachel Maddow. What other show can boast that many in just four seasons?

3. Betty's Many Hotties. Betty gave me hope in men.

Sure, it's just a TV show, but her confidence in herself gave me more confidence in myself. And it also brought out my competitive side. If Betty can rope in intelligent, kindhearted men with jobs, why can't I? It still gives me middle-school memory shudders of kissing with braces (for some reason I thought the clear ones would be subtle, but once there's food in them, they're equally grotesque), but seeing Betty get every nerd hottie that crosses her path was downright inspirational.

4. Marc and Amanda. They are pretty much the best part of the show. The fashion-obsessed receptionist and her gay best friend, who went from being Wilhelmina's assistant to a junior fashion editor. They adore each other, share everything, and endlessly make fun of Betty. But in recent seasons, they've come to love Betty and now they're lovingly mocking her, which ends up being heart-warming on occasion.

5. In Real Life Magazines Are Dying. I worked at three magazines, and two of them have since folded.

"Ugly Betty" lent a quasi-realistic, highly glamorized glimpse into the world of fashion journalism. There's no sense in picking apart the many ways the show was nothing like actual magazine life (where are the cubicles?), the point is that it gave little girls hope that maybe someday they could steal into a fashion closet and interview celebrities.

And because I'm a pessimist, I'm deathly afraid that magazines are going the way of VHS and "Ugly Betty" will become a kitschy reminder of what was once my only dream. Sob.

6. The Plot Turns. "Ugly Betty" didn't mess around with wimpy plots -- when something went down, it was in full soap-opera style. This is maybe because the show is based off a telenovela and Colombians are apparently much more dramatic than Americans. (In their version, Betty marries her boss in the end.)

But still, we've got post-op hottie Alexis Meade (Rebecca Romijn), several secret babies, sperm-stealing, sooo much plotting on behalf of Wilhelmina, affairs, takeovers, extortion, prison sex, deaths and un-deaths, lots of sex on behalf of Daniel Meade, cheating on behalf of almost everyone, a deportation scare and backstabbing galore. It's unapologetically cheesy, and I love it for that.

7. The Suarez Family. Betty's family is so overwhelmingly cute. Her father Ignacio is always cooking, her sister Hilda lives at home and runs a beauty shop, and Hilda's son, Justin, is a gay high school musical theater kid.

They get in arguments all the time, but they also eat meals together and discuss each of their issues. I actually believe that they're family; they complement each other so well and tease each other like a real happy family. They also stand by each other and when they get in fights, they always work them out sensibly and end up in the living room eating something awesome that Ignacio just took out of the oven.

8. Wilhelmina Slater. Vanessa Williams is perfect as the catty creative director. She makes being evil seem like so much fun. She stomps around in killer heels and fur, making insane demands of her assistant.

But Wilhelmina also manages to be sweet just enough to remain likable ... about once an episode. You know she appreciates Marc, even though she'd never admit it and she totally loves her daughter since she covered up a murder for her. She's like the evil stepmother who is secretly the fairy godmother but can't have anyone knowing.

9. Marc and Justin. When Betty's nephew, Justin, was having trouble with bullies at school, he turned to Marc as his gay role model.

Marc took Justin under his wing and gave him pointers about how to deal, letting him know that he is an amazing little dude and eventually everyone else would realize it. It's just nice that "Ugly Betty" addresses issues of discrimination, race, sexuality, and doesn't tiptoe around them either.

10. The Show Is On Across The Globe. There are 19 different incarnations of "Yo Soy Betty, La Fea," which means that cultures all over the world identify with Betty. Not only that, but so many of them changed the title in various amazing ways.

In Portugal it's called "Tudo Por Amor" which means "Everything for Love." In Russia it's "Ne Rodis' Krasivoy" or "Be Not Born Beautiful," from the Russian phrase, "be not born beautiful, but be born happy."

In Mexico, the show is called "La Fea Más Bella" or "The Most Beautiful Ugly Woman." And in China, it's "Chou Nü Wu Di" which translates to "The Ugly Without Rival."

I guess it's comforting that in so many countries people are looking out for the underdog. There is still hope for all of us smart, awkward girls who wore braces for way too long. Live on, Betty!

- CNN articles

2011-02-22T10:48:00.001-08:00

if you want to have a good friend, you have to be a good friend first.

2011-02-22T05:53:00.000-08:00

My heart goes out to not only the people in Libya, but to the victims of the New Zealand earthquake, the victims of the volcano in the Philippines, and to the Australians affected by the cyclones.

NO

2011-02-21T22:48:00.000-08:00

words can manipulate

words can unite

words can tear

words can hurt

words can heal

words can change

so next time, choose yours carefully the next time you want to say something.

it is better to not to say things when you dont have anything to say,

and also say the things you want to say even when youre afraid to hear the outcome.

you think that one word doesnt make a difference?

try saying NO for a change. (:

awesome

2011-02-20T10:16:00.000-08:00

2011-02-20T09:54:00.000-08:00

sometimes, the world ignores you,

so you can have the time to yourself, to evaluate your life.

after all, it is yours right?

2011-02-19T23:56:00.000-08:00

sigh, i really need my chubby joyce hiew ka yee right now.

im really nice to people around me until they get their ways around me and push me around and u know what? we'll see who will be needing who later.

kingdom

2011-02-16T03:39:00.001-08:00

done with all the AFS form, i hope i can host the student exchange, (who knows if the studentexchange is going to be a HE and going to be my summerlove like again?) *crossmyfinger!

today i woke up very early without Aiyi’s help. took me and Joyce, 45 minutes to decide what to wear school and we ended up, pretty plain jane.

no words, NONE; could describe how much I miss my high school life. my school was once… my Kingdom. oh im the princess. ;b i achieved pretty much what i’ve wanted the day i step in to the teenage-messed-up-hormones-life.

Joyce picked me up, me grace and kylie in the mini ~~white swan~~. MOVING ON, so we witness the lion dance, as usual but no dragon. we even went to our ex-5D class which is now 5C-2… still i hate the horrible toilet smell.

i have my usual mee special, and it was YUMMY. )’; i miss i miss. met my juniors! hello hello.

after spending some precious time there, we went to the cinema and watched The Tourist. (joyce,grace, I ,kylie,manda,daryl,fab,trist,gary,mas) . me and grace were pretty much vibrating, we were freezing. ITS ALL JOYCE’s fault okay ~~kidding~~.

THE TOURIST , is okay okay lah.

i kept whining and complaining, my eyes are not in my soket i dont know. my hormones are pretty messed up since i only got 2 hour of sleep just morning. cant blame no-who.

we had lunch at GC , yuummmyy yummmyy and i went to the dentist at 4 and i got in to the dentist room at 5. so long until i couldnt go to Futsal today! )’; pft

im typing this because my head is spinning and its screaming in pain. i couldnt sleep, i dont know.

okay bye

2011-02-13T07:50:00.000-08:00

LOVE LOVE LOVE

2011-02-10T06:56:00.000-08:00

staring blankly at WORDS ,

what should i write in my application letter?

ohhh dear

2011-02-08T21:52:00.000-08:00

its really cute when my sister look for me when she need things she couldnt get from my mom, or my dad.

its really cute when tried to persuade me in helping her to get her mission accomplished.

its really cute when she tried to tell me about her daily rants eventhough she knew i'd ignore her silly little story.

its really cute when she learn something new at school and still care to share it to me.

its really cute when she finally lend me things that she wont lend it to others.

its really cute when she expect me to pick her up after school.

its really cute when she got excited when she receive unexpected little surprise from me.

she's my sister.

2011-02-08T07:59:00.000-08:00

Respect yourself before trying to respect others. Judge yourself before trying to judge others. The way you treat people mirrors the way you treat yourself.

7/2/2011

2011-02-08T07:46:00.000-08:00

okay i think i need to feed you guys with some update,

but first of all ,

a brief update cus im really lazy right now to upload picture

just yesterday i accidentally, got banged and banged twice.

MY FIRST ACCIDENT , mark 7/2/2011 ...more update on that later.

just wanna let you guys know that im doing fine, pink in perfect health, as chubby as ever!

2011-02-02T07:30:00.000-08:00

im back from KK

bought 7 pairs of flipflops , super super crazy

Ibu Noni, Pak Tomo , Arnetta and Yolanda finally came! (:

its CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE ,

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR RABBITS!

pstt , i miss my cityville!

2011-01-30T08:28:00.000-08:00

congratulations to Ayn's mom for her sweet wedding.

semoga bahagia hingga ke akhir hayat (:

me , ayn , rose

gossip gossip sm ayn love , mwah mwah

2011-01-30T07:18:00.001-08:00

cinta datang kepada orang yang masih mempunyai harapan, walaupun mereka telah dikecewakan. Kepada mereka yang masih percaya, walaupun mereka telah dikhianati. Kepada mereka yang masih ingin mencintai, walaupun mereka telah disakiti sebelumnya dan Kepada mereka yang mempunyai keberanian dan keyakinan untuk memberikan kembali kepercayaan.

2011-01-29T11:26:00.000-08:00

ENJOY

ekam eveileb

2011-01-29T06:42:00.000-08:00

its been raining days here in Sandakan

flood

soil collision

death

jam

cold

2011-01-29T06:02:00.000-08:00

here is the vlog in the car .

outing w my amiga

nude bisque

2011-01-28T07:50:00.000-08:00

i feel so like a boss , all the time (:

anyway today i woke up, SUPER EARLY, 8 AM! this is very surprsing because even my parents could not wake me up early than 12. (pst, Joyce i know youre proud of me ;b )I knew today was going to be an important day since im going to meet my chicas, i miss miss mucho. Grace came back from KL yesterday.

anyway, we had breakfast at Indah, chinese breakfast (: we went to Elianto blah blah ... you can read here.

here's another funny thing about three of us

Joyce - loves darker colours

Me - colours that strike and sexy

Grace - still strawberry and pink

hahahahahahhahaha

I enjoyed my time with my girlfriends, watching Valentines Day while messing up with Joyce's photobooth. I had fun and im sad too because until this very day i have not watch Alice In The Wonderland yet -_____________-

I did a brief vlog but right now im using my sister's laptop, so i guess i'll upload the vlog later on.

ps. Joyce n Grace is my international love

2011-01-27T08:55:00.000-08:00

Sex, drugs, rock n roll. Speed, weed, birth control.

Life's a bitch and we all die. So fuck'em all and lets get high.